Abba, Father, I come to you. I kneel down and beg you for your help and guidance. I am crying out to you from the pit of darkness. I need your light, I need to see your face. Jehovah-Shamma, please be present with me. Jehovah-Shalom, please give me peace. I miss my family. I know you have your reasons for everything, but I am lost. I am so very grateful for the time I had with both my husband, and my daughter. Please help me to keep this depression, and darkness at bay. I love you my Father, my Jesus, MY Savior. My faith will not fail me. I know you are there. In Jesus Name.
“In this you greatly rejoice, even though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been distressed by various trials, so that the proof of your faith, being more precious than gold which is perishable, even though tested by fire, may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ;” 1 Peter 1 NASB